I don’t know what to do with myself because the boy I adore is 350 miles away from me. I just want him to sleep with me and grab my butt, is that too much to ask?
April 17, 2014
Oh shit. It’s 11pm and I just woke up from a 2 hour nap. I’m just going to blame it on the fact that I’m sick as hell. My body needs to get over this stomach flu already, I’m so done. Tomorrow is going to be a rough and busy day at the office .-.
It’s 3am, I’ve feeling so uneasy all night, and this has been going on since Tuesday. I hate going to see my doctor, but I might have to consider going Saturday after work. I’m afraid I won’t sleep before I’ll have to get up for the office. This really hasn’t been my week at all.
Flowers dipped in liquid nitrogen and then smashed.
April 15, 2014
I have never been this sick. It’s pretty fucking miserable. It’s cold, and hot, but not. My throat burns. I can’t seem to keep anything down and I lost track of the number of times I’ve had to. I considered missing my midterm and trying to make it up later. Decided against it because I figured worrying about be able to make it up would be too stressful.
I do this thing where I associate boys with songs and I hate it. I’ve had some great songs, bands even, ruined because of this. And the worse part is that it’s my own doing because I always run. I found your song last week. It’s a great song, I only I hope I don’t screw this up for myself.